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I feel lost these days. My youngest son is fighting melanoma cancer in a hospital in Tijuana, Mexico. My mother is tired and giving up after a major stroke in January 2018. Today is August 22, 2019 and I cannot seem to wrap my brain around the thought of what is happening. My mom was healthy and so was my son. How did she go down hill so quickly at the age of 78 after the stroke that took 40% of her brain, left her with Aphasia, yet she was walking down the street, trying to cook, trying to learn how to use the phone, and learn how to write, and learn how to talk all over again? And, how did my 37 year old son get melanoma? How and why do other people die and develop cancer at such an early age? Why? Why? Why? How? How? How do I survive my feelings of loss and helplessness? Isn't life supposed to be enjoyed? What do I do to get to the acceptance part of my grievances? To answer those question, I do a lot of different things. I take care of my son's little Yorkshire, Samson,...

My 37 year old SWEET son, TODD, NEEDS TO LIVE! He needs to get to C.H.I.P.S.A. I am BEGGING FOR DONATIONS! https://www.gofundme.com/f/todds-stage-4-cancer-journey

One can only imagine what another person feels unless that person honestly expresses their true feelings. Or, a person would have to literally walk in someone else’s shoes to know how that person feels. I mean that they would have to be that person. You’ve heard the expression, “ If  I were that person, I would...,” and then carry on with what they would have done, or would have said in that person’s place. I am guilty of saying this myself. However, after giving it some thought, I realized that this statement, in my opinion, is not accurate. I realized that if I was that person, I would do or say exactly what that person did or said. People have different strengths, beliefs, point of views. Therefore, when two people who see things differently are faced with the same situation or circumstance, they might feel differently towards it. Now, after saying this, I have witnessed that every parent that I have met who loves their children, feels a great loss, a deep sadness, or possibly...

Today is a new day and I am off to a great start. My youngest son, Todd, is going to go to Tijuana, Mexico to a hospital that will help him fight and get rid of the melanoma cancer tumors in his nodes under his left armpit. We are all, both my children, my daughter in law, my granddaughter, my grandson and our friends, spreading the word to help us raise money for Todd to get to Mexico. We have raised some money, but not enough to get him there as of yet. It will cost $30,000.00 dollars to get his total treatments that last for three weeks. If only 1,500 people gave just $20 dollars a piece, this will pay for my son's much needed trip that will save his life. My hands, my heart is always in prayer for my son's healing and happiness. I will write about some of the things I have gone through, since I first heard of him having cancer to how I have felt along his journey. Right now, we all feel hopeful and this is important to feel this positive energy because it helps in the heali...

https://www.gofundme.com/todds-stage-4-cancer-journey?viewupdates=1&rcid=r01-156406638183-23d5504b372f43d5&utm_medium=email&utm_source=customer&utm_campaign=p_email%2B1137-update-supporters-v5b Help me help my son get to CHIPSA so he can heal! My son, Todd, my daughter in law, Ashley, and my granddaughter, Kloey, need your help! I need your help to help them raise the money they need to get to C.H.I.P.S.A. Tijuana, Mexico. My son is fighting melanoma cancer   and needs to go where treatment is available. C.H.I.P.S.A . is a hospital in Tijuana, Mexico. This hospital has helped many people recover from illness including cancer. I hope to help my son raise $30,000.00 dollars. Although I do not have this amount, this is not a lot of money, and nothing is ever too much for your children's health and happiness. However, because I do not have this, I AM asking for your help. If 1500 hundred people, THAT'S ONLY 1,500 people give JUST $20.00 dollar...