I don’t think anyone reads my...
I do not have anyone reading my posts. Maybe I’m not saying anything interesting. Oh well. I will post just for me, then.
I am happy. I get sad and right now, I am extremely sad. I encourage. I get mad. I feel helpless, and right now, I feel EXTREMELY HELPLESS. I pray. I create. I help others. I give praise. Sometimes I isolate myself. Sometimes I spend time with loved ones and those who do not try to hurt me with their actions or their words.There is a lot about me that people who think they know, will never know. However, there is only ONE that will ever truly know...I ASK FOR UNDERSTANDING, COURAGE, STRENGTH, COMPASSION, COMFORT, AND A WHOLE LOT OF LOVE RIGHT NOW because I REALLY need it! AMEN. ❤😔
Sometimes It’s hard. I have to accept what’s happening with my mom and My sweet, 37 year old son, Todd. I pray Todd gets the money to get to C.H.I.P.S.A. I believe he will, but I am still feeling the feelings a loving mother feels for their child that has cancer or anything that’s life threatening. I feel, so freaking HELPLESS! I wish I could take it from him and burn it up into flames! I imagine, actually see myself, go in and remove the tumors, and then burn them. I see Todd healed. However, for my mom, she’s not getting out of bed. My mom had a major stroke in January 2018. Forty percent of her brain was damaged. It seems she’s going to leave us soon. I feel like I just want to escape through sleep. Sometimes I feel, so overwhelmed. I do get to the acceptance part of my grievances, but sometimes acceptance is not there. Think I’ll escape into a movie.
We, my son, Chad-Todd's older brother, my granddaughter, Kloey-Todd's daughter, my grandson, Christain-Chad's son, my daughter in law, Ashley-Todd's wife, me-myself-I and including Todd himself, NEEDS TODD TO LIVE! He needs to get to C.H.I.P.S.A. I am BEGGING FOR DONATIONS to get my TODD to C.H.I.P.S.A. I pray TODD gets to C.H.I.P.S.A. In GOD's and Jesus Holy Name I ask this to be granted. AMEN.
Sometimes It’s hard. I have to accept what’s happening with my mom and My sweet, 37 year old son, Todd. I pray Todd gets the money to get to C.H.I.P.S.A. I believe he will, but I am still feeling the feelings a loving mother feels for their child that has cancer or anything that’s life threatening. I feel, so freaking HELPLESS! I wish I could take it from him and burn it up into flames! I imagine, actually see myself, go in and remove the tumors, and then burn them. I see Todd healed. However, for my mom, she’s not getting out of bed. My mom had a major stroke in January 2018. Forty percent of her brain was damaged. It seems she’s going to leave us soon. I feel like I just want to escape through sleep. Sometimes I feel, so overwhelmed. I do get to the acceptance part of my grievances, but sometimes acceptance is not there. Think I’ll escape into a movie.
We, my son, Chad-Todd's older brother, my granddaughter, Kloey-Todd's daughter, my grandson, Christain-Chad's son, my daughter in law, Ashley-Todd's wife, me-myself-I and including Todd himself, NEEDS TODD TO LIVE! He needs to get to C.H.I.P.S.A. I am BEGGING FOR DONATIONS to get my TODD to C.H.I.P.S.A. I pray TODD gets to C.H.I.P.S.A. In GOD's and Jesus Holy Name I ask this to be granted. AMEN.
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